Live.

Soy algo diferente, estoy loca, me confundo, me ilusiono, me rio sola, desconfio, tengo dudas, caigo, me levanto y doy la cara, hago reir, odio sufrir, amo vivir, bipolar y a veces un poco cruel. Caprichosa, lo quiero todo ahora. Me cuesta expresar lo que siento. Estoy segura de que lo peor que se puede hacer es perder el tiempo. La gente al principio suele pensar que soy timida, pero simplemente necesito unas horas para tener un poco de confianza. Soy demasiado impulsiva, hago cosas sin pensar, de las cuales me arrepiento. Odio la mentira. Soy muy celosa. Nunca encuentro lo que busco, siempre pierdo todo. Soy desordenada, pero adoro el orden. Me gusta estar arreglada. Pido muy poco para ser feliz, me rio de cualquier cosa. Me encanta soñar despierta...

we have to talk

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and s m i l e until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

troubles

I'M RESIGNING, I'M HEREBY OFICIALLY TENDERING MY RESIGNATION AS A TEENAGER! I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an eight-year-old again! I want to go down to McDonalds and think it's a five-star restaurant. I want to think that M and M's are better than money because you can eat them. I want to eat a whole packet of Tim tams without feeling guilty afterwards. I want to return to when all you knew were colors, multiplication, tables and nursery rhymes. I want to return to when you didn't know and you didn't care. I want to remember the whole morning was filled of what your Mom had packed for lunch and the whole afternoon what you were having for dinner. When a simple matchbox car or a Barbie doll represented a whole week's worth of entertainment. When you actually had an imagination. When magic really existed. When 'Jaws' didn't look fake. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good would always triumph over evil. When a member of the of the opposite sex was just some annoying disturbance. When friends were real and you didn't care if they were black, white, catholic, asian, african, muslim, fat, skinny, pink, green or from a whole other planet, it just didn't matter... until others told you differently! I want to believe that anything is possible all you have to do is Dream. I want it to be unknown to me the complexities of life and to be completely ecstatic by the little things again. I DON'T want to know of school, homework, clothes, friendship, relationships, popularity or even gossip! I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a kind word, truth, justice, peace, dreams and human kind. I want to believe that all adults must know everything (How wrong we were). So here's my money, keycards, my makeup, and my adolescence.

b.w. kisses

30 mayo, 2010